oh.my.goodness.

aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just needed to get that off my chest.

What a weekend! What a time to be so mean to myself! I think i need to spend some time with Jesus. No i need to exercise. no i need to be nicer to myself!!! argh!

So let’s get my thoughts in order here. Friday I enjoyed my day. what did i do? I have no clue! I don’t remember! oh yeah, i took 1,000+ pictures of the kids outside! OMWORD do i take a lot of pictures. I just need to throw most of them away after I’ve taken all of them. What else did I do? Then I went on a bike ride and that was a good work out. It kicked my ass! I rode bikes with this neighbor I have who i’m irritated with because she’s flaky! I don’t like flaky! I don’t mind if we have to do different things or if something comes up, but she wasn’t calling me for our regular scheduled work outs and she was off and on and she would say, “i’m not gonna go just cuz i don’t feel good.” that was bull shit and i was tired of it… it was ruining and putting off balance my own wok out schedule and i can’t afford that! I really really really need to be able to work out almost everyday to help me with my endorphines. So i told her I wasn’t going to work out with her anymore. She kinda irritates me in general but she’s a sweet girl.. but irritating. HEY, that’s life!!! That’s how the cookie crumbles.

There’s this guy at my school who i have a crush on just because she’s super sweet. He’s soooo nice! I just like him a lot. it makes me feel like that’s the type of guy i want to be with — sweet Also there’s this other guy from my old college that i used to have a crush on. I see him every once in awhile and i saw him on saturday for my friend’s wedding. waddah yah know, thos same ol’ crush feelings came up again! hahaha. they always come up when i see him!!!! hahaha.. but he’s of a denomination that i don’t like so.. NOPE!! oh, that and he has a girl friend. oh well!

wedding photography looks difficult. AND i don’t like being the center of attention… AND i get uncomfortable. AND i think i already like portraiture and kids and families and outdoor photography anyway.

ok, i need to go do some other stuff. bye!

today is a new day.

Today is a new day, i will REJOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!! And the SUN IS SHINING!!! I WILL REJOICE SOME MORE!!!!!!!!!!!! and my period started! That’s a HUGE reason for me to rejoice! :0) heehee.. sorry if you’re sensitive to woman things.

anyway, today is a good day for a nice sunny bike ride.

bye!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand, my website is awesome and loads of people are going to it!!!!!!! yahoo!!!

it’s up!!

it’s up it’s up it’s up it’s up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my website is UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

www.shelahphotography.com

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