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i am asian-american and there is no other way around it. i think like an asian… i also think like an american. this is who i am. this is me. asian. american. leila.
night!
I shared my heart with my class and then I felt like a fool. i felt like everyone else wasn’t on the same page as me, they weren’t feeling the same things as me. They weren’t emotional. Maybe I’m just sensitive. I’m gonna stand on who i am and what I am. I feel stupid and in some ways I probably shouldn’t have shared but… I SHARED and i will stand by that.
I love cooking, art, trees, grass, not getting dirty. I love kids, gardening, plants. I love oranges!! I love hair. I love photography. I love being professional. fashion rocks. i like babies. I think I’m going to go visit a baby right now. 
My own little place to be. my own place to write. Something is bothering me.. the stupid time on this blog thing is OFF. oh well.. Maybe I’ll fix it later. I just had a really nice talk with my friend Jenny. She’s so awesome. i didn’t like her at first, didn’t know how to be around her. But it was after she moved that I just *fhew!!* got close to her. That was the sound effect of a car zooming past you. couldn’t you hear it? haha. it’s not so much that I got close to her as I just opened up… about everything! She was suddenly someone i could confide in, knowing she would understand somehow. I really needed to tell her what was going on in my heart. and that was a lot. Just telling someone how you’re doing is therapeutic!
I’m hungry and I need to eat! 
Bye
I was supposed to have “fun” but I didn’t have fun. Well it was the fact that I live in an apartment complex and I was worried about disturbing my neighbors. Also i have man issues. anyway, bits and pieces of me “having fun” was good. But then I got self-conscious and stopped having fun. Oh well… it was good while it lasted.
I’m looking forward to figuring out what other “fun” things I can do tomorrow. painting? gardening! i want to garden!!!
