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I BOUGHT A SEWING MACHINE!!!!!!!!!!! and a boogie board. 
hahaha
So why the lowercaps for boogie board? Because I’m totally self conscious of my OVER WEIGHT BODY! and I TOLD God that I need to lose weight and I can do it MY way which will be harmful and unhealthy. Then God said that my food issues has to do with my past issues so when the past settles down within me, so will my food and body issues. THAT IS GOING TO TAKE 3,000 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My first project will be to take clothes that I will give away or that people don’t want and take them apart to put them back together again! and then to make new designs with them! I am SOOO excited to mess things up and see how to make things amazing! YAHOO-ZA!
the end.
God asks me why i’m so mean to myself. I tell God, I’m used to it. I’ve always been this way. It’s time to change.
I need Jesus time. 
